As my soul, mind, spirit, soul, will, and emotions become healthy, I can have real peace and joy in my life with You, Jesus. But if I live in the hurt, mood, and brokenness, it’s going to be an effort in part of my life in some way to daily believe and trust in You that You hear me and will heal me. When I move on in life thoughts, I will finally get rid of my problems and pain of being abused. I discovered that actually a lot of my past is carried with me because my soul was damaged and wounded. As I walked each day and certain things reminded me of my past, it created all kinds of dysfunction in my life and with my relationships. I kept holding on to them in self-pity, dwelling in the hurt. I didn’t give them to You, and over and over I would suffer even more because I felt I was hurt and I needed to cry it out. But Lord, You want me to forget the past, put it behind me, and go forward with Your Living Word Of Truth for Your honor and Your glory. Amen, so be it! I do know this, today, Lord, You are here for me and You’ll never leave me or forsake me. My story isn’t over. Whatever hurts I experienced or abusive abandonment or loss of loved one; loneliness, anxiety, depression, whatever it is Lord that is tormenting me, You my God want to heal my soul and broken heartedness. You promise me it really is possible through You. I don’t know how to keep going through each day stuck in a cycle of pain and dysfunction, but You my God have something so much better for my life as Your servant. You heal the brokenhearted and bind up their wounds, healing their pain, and comforting their sorrow. There it is, Lord, You are there for me. It’s a promise. That’s the good news! Whatever pain I’m going through, You God, my precious Lord, want to comfort me, heal me completely, and give me whatever I need to live each day. God, You will give me beauty for my ashes. “To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to give them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they might be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the Lord, that he might be glorified.” Isaiah 61:3 I can cast all my cares and anxiety on You, my Lord.
“Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you.” 1 Peter 5:7 Instead of pain and shame, You will restore to me double what I have lost. “For your shame ye shall have double; and for your confusion they shall rejoice in their portion; therefore in their land they shall possess the double: everlasting joy shall be unto them.” Isaiah 61:7. I will find Hope knowing you are with me to guide and protect and comfort me. “Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff comfort me.“ Psalms 23:4. Your servant forever, Carol
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As I walk through the day I know Lord, you are there for me and you are holding my hands you give me wisdom and knowledge to do your will. You do have my back lord, you will never leave me. Lord, I Thank you for many blessings in the morning and all through the day. I look around and notice all the answers to prayers you have given me. I enjoy you so much Lord. You do answer my prayers. You give me breakthroughs to experience and open doors for me to walk through them. I see all the wonderful beautiful things you’ve done for me and my life. My Fabulous Jesus, your love is beautiful. I know Lord, my love, my faith in You is what brings me through in any situation that I have to go through. Your love reigns in my heart. When I pray, I feel our love close together, as we have such wonderful communication time and our love goes back and forth to each other. You are very protective of me you will not give me something that is not good for me. Sometimes you make me wait because I’m not ready to walk through the door you want to open for me. You still want me to learn and understand, for your honor and your glory. As I keep praying and moving forward even though I can’t see what is before me. I truly believe you have a plan you just want me to trust and believe in you and the steps you are giving me today. Lord, I believe that You are all power and that You will give me grace and mercy. No good thing will be withheld from me when I walk uprightly with You. For the LORD God is a sun and shield: The Lord will give grace and glory: No good thing will he withhold from them that walk uprightly Psalms 84:11. What you have for me each day, my faith in you will become sight and you will open the beautiful door that you have for me to walk through, with your power, understanding, and love. You’ll keep guiding and directing me, and giving me whatever I need to stay on your path. Amen. So be it. My precious Lord, each day as I walk with you God, I receive sight. You are my light. Thank you, Lord, for answering all my prayers and giving me your bright shiny light to walk in your way. As I walk along the way, I always see your beautiful flowers and the people that need you, Lord. Let me lean over, Lord, and tell them I love them and you do too. Let me give your Gospel of Salvation and bring that soul to you so they are not left behind and go to hell. My precious Lord, I Thank you for leading me and guiding me in every step of the way as I walk and talk with you. Lord each step brings me closer to you. Each step gives us a love of conversation together. I love you with all my heart and thank you for loving me. My heart is in love with you. Let my conversations be the best of you and of your great love and compassion to all others. I thank you for telling me each day how much you love me. Amen. So be it. Lord, you are special, you are my favorite. I love you with my heart. Only acknowledge thine iniquity, that thou hast transgressed against the LORD thy God, and hast scattered thy ways to the strangers under every green tree, and ye have not obeyed my voice, saith the LORD. Jeremiah 3:13. As I read in your Bible, The Living Word Of Truth, you give me answers for my daily walk. Today when I write in my journal, it’s exciting to look back on my other prayers and see how much you have done for me. I let people know the prayers you have answered and I how am confident in you Lord. Lord, I believe and trust in you and I see the best of you Lord in the land of the living. I thank you my precious Lord for never leaving me and guiding me in every second of my life for your honor and your glory amen so be it. My precious Lord, each day you are my constant source of encouragement. Your words live through me to all others. Each day, Lord, as I am out here in the battlefield with the Enemy, I pray you will help me to have whatever I need to continue to work and bring lost souls to you. No longer will The Enemy have power over me as you are my God and I’m thankful. I have you to encourage me each day on this battlefield. When I get wounded Lord, I lay down my heart to you and ask you to help me through this wounded time. You are my healer. The enemy has no strength or power over me. Lord God Almighty, I am thankful for your encouragement through all my days in battle. As I continue to walk on the battlefield you continue to encourage me as I see the wounded laying out there that need you. You help me heal them with your living word of your truth, the Bible. You help me encourage them and to get them up and to walk with you again. Bring that soul to repentance that is grounded in the bondage of alcohol, drugs, overeating, whatever it is Lord. These addictions, the bondage that the devil has on them, let them know that the devil is the one that is keeping them in bondage, not you. You help me teach your ways, your word that it is true and the only way to walk. I love you my God, You speak to me and all others, guide me on your path show me your bright shining light as I walk with you. My precious Lord, you are so good to me. as I read your Living Word Of Truth each morning, I look out the window and I see what a beautiful world you allow me to live in and the insight you give me to walk this way. I am thankful, enjoying each step you have given me to bring souls to you. Your children Lord, that are in need of you and wounded in this battle. Let me bring whatever they need to lean on you get up and walk with you again. If they don’t have you as their savior, give them salvation Lord, as you speak through me with your words. Only You, Lord, can save them. Lord, your timing is always right. When I’m hurting, you give me whatever I need to get up and walk with you. I just have to look up and say Lord, help me I need you. I do believe that you know and have the answers for me that is only truly right. For your honor and your glory.
My loving precious Lord, today I will submit myself to You and I will resist the devil and he will flee from me. Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. James 4:7. When I make the choice to live in You Jesus and Your promises instead of my own pain, You my God can and will heal and restore my broken heart, soul, mind, and spirit. My precious, gracious, loving God, when I have the painful thoughts, normally this is a thought that comes out of frustration and my past hurts. Instead of frustration and past hurts, I choose to come to the determination that I will trust and believe that You do have all the answers and will and can help me. I will be bold and confident today in the issues of my life and trusting Your Bible, The Living Word of Truth, and believe that You do have all answers for me. No more looking back except for the sake of sharing my Testimony. It’s time to let go of the past and put into Your hands. No more shame, guilt, and condemnation! You have forgiven me and given me the gift to forgive others. No more discouragement, it is time to get my laughter back in You, Jesus. No more bitterness, Lord, help me to forgive myself and all people that hurt me. You, Jesus, give me faith and the power to overcome a negative attitude and give me a healthy soul, body and spirit for You and Your honor. “Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.” Hebrews 4:16 Today my Lord Jesus, I am determined to trust and believe in You and Your plan for my life. Lord, for many years, because of the abuse I experienced in my childhood. I’ve had an unhealthy and wounded soul. I was insecure, easily angry, and frustrated much of the time. It was difficult to trust people. I had very little joy. Then I met You, and the joy entered into my life, and I felt that somebody loved me finally. “Be glad in the Lord, and rejoice, ye righteous: and shout for joy, all ye that are upright in heart.” Psalm 32:11 Each day I need healing in my soul, body, spirit, and mind. The abusive feelings that occur as I walk through life are still wounds in my heart that had not yet been given to You. As they come up, Lord, give me whatever I need to give them to You for healing. You, my Jesus my precious Lord, You have made it clear that You want me to be healthy and whole in my body, soul, and spirit. You say to me, “Beloved I pray that in every way you may succeed, prosper, and be in good health just as your soul prospers.” “But I have prayed for thee, that thy faith fail not: and when thou art converted, strengthen thy brethren.” Luke 22:32 Your servant forever, Carol
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