As my soul, mind, spirit, soul, will, and emotions become healthy, I can have real peace and joy in my life with You, Jesus. But if I live in the hurt, mood, and brokenness, it’s going to be an effort in part of my life in some way to daily believe and trust in You that You hear me and will heal me. When I move on in life thoughts, I will finally get rid of my problems and pain of being abused. I discovered that actually a lot of my past is carried with me because my soul was damaged and wounded. As I walked each day and certain things reminded me of my past, it created all kinds of dysfunction in my life and with my relationships. I kept holding on to them in self-pity, dwelling in the hurt. I didn’t give them to You, and over and over I would suffer even more because I felt I was hurt and I needed to cry it out. But Lord, You want me to forget the past, put it behind me, and go forward with Your Living Word Of Truth for Your honor and Your glory. Amen, so be it! I do know this, today, Lord, You are here for me and You’ll never leave me or forsake me. My story isn’t over. Whatever hurts I experienced or abusive abandonment or loss of loved one; loneliness, anxiety, depression, whatever it is Lord that is tormenting me, You my God want to heal my soul and broken heartedness. You promise me it really is possible through You. I don’t know how to keep going through each day stuck in a cycle of pain and dysfunction, but You my God have something so much better for my life as Your servant. You heal the brokenhearted and bind up their wounds, healing their pain, and comforting their sorrow. There it is, Lord, You are there for me. It’s a promise. That’s the good news! Whatever pain I’m going through, You God, my precious Lord, want to comfort me, heal me completely, and give me whatever I need to live each day. God, You will give me beauty for my ashes. “To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to give them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they might be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the Lord, that he might be glorified.” Isaiah 61:3 I can cast all my cares and anxiety on You, my Lord.
“Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you.” 1 Peter 5:7 Instead of pain and shame, You will restore to me double what I have lost. “For your shame ye shall have double; and for your confusion they shall rejoice in their portion; therefore in their land they shall possess the double: everlasting joy shall be unto them.” Isaiah 61:7. I will find Hope knowing you are with me to guide and protect and comfort me. “Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff comfort me.“ Psalms 23:4. Your servant forever, Carol
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